Thursday, January 08, 2009

Regrets and wishes

I was a know it all as a young person. Time has a way of mellowing one, teaching and showing one what could (and perhaps should) have been done differently.

My degree in college was Communication Arts. It was all I really wanted to do ever since I was a child. My folks knew the job options would be more difficult and the rewards few in that line of work. They tried to broaden my thinking, my options. But I heard none of it. I got my degree at JMU. I got my degree in "real life" afterwards. It eventually led me to where I am now at VOA in Washington and perhaps it has worked out.

BUT

If I could have done it over, I would have liked to have majored in history. Always an interest of mine and one that has grown over the years. What has gotten me thinking of this lately has been William Shirer's Rise and Fall of the Third Reich. A massive tome that I'd never read before even tho I own the book. I still haven't read it but I have been listening to the unabridged audio book of it. And it has been absorbing. By listening to it, it has stirred my curiosity and desire to know more about the years leading up to the war...from the Weimar Republic (and its failures) to the rise of National Socialism, from Hitler's rise to power and the impotence, fear of Britain and France to respond to Hitler's threats with aside from appeasement.

It has made me want to research and study more this period of history. Not the war itself but the reasons, the policies, the machinations, the personalities. I have found many of my preconcieved notions to be in error (such as the belief that Hitler's 'power of personality' had everyone in Germany behind him in blind support).

Finishing this book will likely lead me to other sources to delve more deeply into this. If I should live long enough to retire and be fortunate enough to go back to college, studies in history would not be unwelcome.

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